I know that Alicia might never see this but I shall still post this to get this off my chest. I'm sorry that I've been really really rude to you but I can't help it. Because when we are practicing, the atmosphere is really... I don't know how to say... It has a really heavy feeling to it and I hate that feeling. So I try to make the atmosphere lighter my making fun of you and well, being rude. And I know that I annoy you alot. I'm sorry. You're a great SL and I really mean it. Not Super Loser but Section leader. Maybe Superb Leader should be the right term. You are always scolding us because you don't want us to get scolded by Miss Sia or Mr Ong and pull down the whole band. I'm really sorry for my horrible tonging and my sucky tone and me not being able to follow the dynamics have been annoying you to the max and I'm really sorry. I think I'm even worse than a sec one... I'm really really sorry for that. You're right. I'm a sec 2 and I should be playing Persis way better than how I'm playing it now. But I think I've been too complacent that we got gold with honours for NBC so now I feel that we are mighty and I start slacking. I'm sorry for that.

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